Monday, April 28, 2008

Why Didn't I Take Her Advice?

When someone you know quite well gives you advice maybe it is worth taking. Chances are since you know her well she probably knows you well. She wants what is best for you and she understands your history. She knows deep down what you want and what you don't want. She has seen the tears and the smiles and remains by your side. She told me if you do this, this will probably happen. Here I am sitting in my consequences with my heart torn out and crying like a baby. Why didn't I listen to her? Why didn't I listen to myself? I can't stop crying. I can't stop hurting.

I guess this is what happens when I hold too much in for too long. The damn breaks and it hurls me forth into chaos.

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