Wednesday, September 26, 2007

Indecison

Somtimes, no matter how exhausted I am, I feel like the decision to sleep runs laps in my mind for so long that I end up slicing hours off the precious time I could have been sleeping. This silly obsessive thinking is making my eyes look like peeled grapes. My head feels like it is in a vice. Distraction is what keeps me mildly alert on days like today.

I wish I could impart some wildly interesting dream that I had to give a boost to this site, but sadly that will not be the case today. I'm feeling like protecting myself from harsh judgements now and exposing my dreams and nightmares seems contrary to my self-preservation.

Much love and strength to all.

No comments: